I was in the middle of worship tonight when I realized that God. Does. Not. Need. Me.
Here’s what happened. In a room full of people, I was singing a sweet little harmony to a song that I’d never heard before. I was telling myself, as I often do “It’s cool that God’s using my voice to usher other ppl into worship”. Alright. That’s fine. And then, God hits my heart and catches me bein a bit of a mess.
Was I in true worship? Was I distracted by the people around me? I wasn’t too sure… so I stopped singing (as I often do) and said a little prayer about being in sincere worship. And as I was silently speaking to God, I heard a room full of CMU students continue on with the song. My one little voice dropping out did not even put a dent in the amount of praise that was happening in this room. And then, I heard my same harmony part being belted from somewhere else in the room. God literally said to me at this moment, “Your gift is not yours. I can use whoever I choose to be a servant of mine. And I will choose someone willing to do what I need done on this Earth. But I have chosen for you to serve me.”
Legit. That cut me deep. Not only has God charged us with gifts, but most importantly the Truth of HIM.